Current measurements: 34.5 - 26.5 - 38.5
So close to my goal…
And now… well, I see why I keep feeling like this. I feel like this because I keep comparing myself to other girls. My friends especially. I see them, how all these guys and girls tell them how beautiful they are on their pictures, how everyone seems to want them. And I see these anons telling these girls I follow telling them how beautiful THEY are, and well I look at myself, and I think… no one ever does that for me. There’s only one person who ever tells me I’m beautiful and for awhile I felt like that wasn’t enough for me. But now I see it is. My friends (and the lovely ladies I follow), they get those compliments, well good for them but while they may be getting more attention than me, well I have something they don’t. I have someone who loves me unconditionally. I can do the weirdest, most awkward things and he still tells me how wonderful I am. Sometimes though, I lose sight of that. I get so depressed and I think terrible thoughts of things I want to do to myself but I know it’ll pass and that I am worth it. I see that now.